Haven't posted in a while. I've made a slideshow of the jewelery that I've been making.

 

 

 

I've been so stressed out this month that I'm playing hooky. I have so much to do that I need this day to myself. I still have to finish cleaning my old apartment. Gahhh I hate moving!!

I got ill yesturday. Early yesturday morning I started to have a very sharp pain on my right side. It was way below the appendix, so it wasn't that. The pain moved over to the left. I figured it was my colitus acting up. I continued to work just trying to make the pain go away. I went to FS for work afterwards and as soon as I got there I got very ill. I started to throw up. A colitus attack has never made me throw up. I'm guessing its the stress I've been going through this last month with working on the project, working at FS and trying to move all at the same time. I've been eating horribly for the last couple of months as well. Mix in finding out that my crush doesn't see me "that way", enter in the emotional eating as well.

I called in sick today at the lab, needed a day to myself. I read quite a bit of Harry Potter, but I'm no where near done. I did sleep quite a bit today too. I'm still feeling ill in my intestines, but I'm not throwing up anymore. Anyone else experience this with an Ulcerative colitus attack?

Another hot day!! And of course it would be on my moving day. Now to get everything into it's place. That is going to take a while. If I could take more time off, but I can't.

Lately it just doesn't seem like I have enough hours in the day to do anything. Working 2 jobs and trying to pack to move is cramming in my time. I'm so tired it's not funny. I'll be happy once the project I'm working on and moving is done. I'm going to put in for some vacation at the end of summer.

Say yes to things that I know will just end up making me mad and sad?  I accepted an invitation to a BBQ on saturday. The thing that is going to end up pissing me off is that I am going to be the 5th wheel. My friend and her boyfriend and me will be going to another friends place where her fiance will be as well.. Fun filled evening with the 2 couples.

 It just seems like everyone has someone special in thier lives and I'm well completely alone. The only guy in my life past away 3 months ago, and that was my dad. I feel completely alone in this city. I don't have any family here, well I do, but I choose to not associate myself with them. They'll just find some lamo reason to call the police. They have done it before to other family members, so I don't want to be around them. The one friend I do have is constantly bringing her boyfriend along, and well I'm really not in the mood to hang out with her and her boyfriend all that often. It just reminds me that I can't find someone. 

Not much happening here. I'm just trying to pack in between the times that I don't work or sleep. Moving is such a hassel, but I'm happy I'm moving. This place is too expensive for the space, and me and the cockroaches don't get along too well. They try to sneak in here but I get trigger happy with the poison. I'll be so glad to be outta here. I'm glad for my kitties' sake that I found a place real close by to the old one too, they won't be in my car for too long. Cats just do not handle car rides as well as dogs do.

 

  

It is sunday evening and I'm surfing the net. I'm sweating in this heat here. I'm happy summer is here, but geez the temp can go down just a tad. Thought I would try out this blog community here. I also blog at http://piscesgirl74.livejournal.com that's been my home for the last few months. Not sure what to expect here.

 Has anyone tried Hoodia?? I've been told it helps with appetite suppression. I've been emotionally eating lately and it just needs to stop. I can't fix the issue that has been causing me to eat so much lately, so I just need some help to knock the hunger out of the way. Well I guess this is my first post here.